Sorry for the delay in my blog challenge, life has gotten in the way of blogging again!!
Day 8: Three things you want to say to three different people right now
(Yeah, these are going to be vague because I never know who might stumble across my blog- the internet is a crazy place, anyone could see this. Lol.)
Letter One:I'm not going to let what happened between us affect my future dating relationships. I am a stronger person emotionally because of you, and I'm also smarter. I know what stupid mistakes not to make in the future, and how not to be manipulated again, and for that, I thank you. I hope you have also learned from your mistakes and that you don't make them again. Congratulations and best wishes to you in life.
I'm sure you feel I should start this letter with an apology, but honestly, I don't feel I have anything to apologize for. I don't feel that anything I said was intentionally wrong or hurtful- I believe I said it out of concern and love, and at the time, you misunderstood it. I'm not saying it was your fault, please don't think that. I just feel at that time you didn't want to hear what some of your friends had to say, and instead of just accepting it gracefully (whether you agreed or not), you pushed us away. I'm sorry that happened. I'm sorry you felt we were horrible, judgmental people, but just know it was out of love that we had those concerns, we were not judging at all. I wish you all the happiness in the world in your new life, you deserve it. I'm sorry not all of us will be there to celebrate your happiness, but I'm glad you finally have the happiness that you've always wanted.
I'm not sure what we have going on between us. Honestly, I don't know what I want it to be. But, I hope we figure this thing out soon, don't you?